Fear
Fear is not an emotion
Fear is a place
It is here
pure plastic dream
nothing nothing nothing
its a place in the sky
where ions smash
and fear evaporates
there’s nothing but white
white as far as the eye can see
but no people
no one to talk to
just boredom and peace
and useless soft shapes
that condescend you in front
of your very eyes
that’s a place
in the tube of feelings
that’s place
i refuse to be
Forward Thinking Is The Way Forward Not Backwards
It was another lazy saturday night
Didn’t go to the bar didn’t get in a fight
Didn’t go the doctor didn’t take my pills
Didn’t go out looking for any thrills
It’s always the same when I look into your pillow eyes
It’s always the same when I look into your pillow eyes
But it’s never the same
When you look into mine
Close To
Have you ever been
Close
Did you see the pupils
Get lost in their endless killing desires
Because every eye is a trap
There’s nothing that can compare
To being so close you can’t even see anything
Anymore
Lost in a dead ocean
Lost in the core
That’s why I destroy
That’s why I end
Because you can’t ever get back
Whatever it was you pretended you had
I’m Thinking About It
I’ve been thinking too much recently
About nothing significant
About nothing worth caring about
I’ve been thinking evil thoughts
That do not seem my own
But rather are me
I do not control
For I am control
I do not breath
For breath is foreign to me
It’s a beautiful morning
It’s a beautiful day
meet the sun with your eyes
Try and learn to never stay
Fake People
Did you ever look behind the hood
Of your favourite pillow friend
There’s a sharp knife protruding from
Your mouth
So run baby run run run
Until you regret everything
The wind blows through a small town
The girl of your dreams holds a lottery ticket
Like a gun to her head
The Way I Used To Write Vs The Way I Write Now
Forever forget
Forever forget
The pale smears of childhood
All over the flower abyss of your
Infinite future
You could do anything they say
You could do anything
But will I bother?
Rhyming Poem
Fraction
In your soul caused
A chain reaction
You were fucking her from behind
And wondering why this damn grocery store
Is playing “Can’t Get No Satisfaction”
My cocaine heart is equivalent to a shadow feeling
The emotions it expels got stirred into a pot where they shimmer
I’ve got this cocaine heart baby and I’m dealing
Take your raging cloudy eyes and let them simmer
Simmer until it’s evaporates
Until your sitting in the corner
Crying into your lover’s eyes and
Licking a chunk of acetate
